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Pornography & Sexual Addiction Recovery



Pornography & Sexual Addiction Recovery For Adults

Welcome to Innergold!

I’ve been providing therapy for individuals, couples and parents for over 20 years now. I’ve specialized in both Pornography and Substance Abuse. 

You may be surprised to learn that pornography causes some of the exact same chemical reactions in the brain as heroin or other drugs.

This is why it is so difficult to overcome!

You can actually become physically/chemically dependent on something most people believe is simply a choice, sin or character flaw. 

Most religions, especially mine, teach that addiction or “sin”, can be cured through enough prayer, fasting, attending church and reading scriptures. As you know if you are visiting this website, it isn’t that simple. I’ve served in many leadership positions in my religion and have seen what works and what doesn’t on the road to lasting sobriety.

Powerful change happens when you combine spirituality and faith with scientifically proven techniques. 

The Innergold Online Program is different. It is simple, yet effective. It’s not a magic pill; work will be required. But it is powerful and effective if you are willing to learn new information and change your approach.

I’m offering the entire program for less than the price of two individual therapy sessions. The information you’ll learn can help you reclaim your life!


-Gordon S. Bruin, L.C.M.H.C.

Draper, Utah



Aligning Science & Faith


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I have spent over 25 years specializing in pornography and sexual addiction counseling and recovery. Many of my clients are members of the LDS faith and other Christian religions. Over the years, I’ve counseled hundreds of individuals, including couples and teenagers and have seen some amazing results in my science-based and faith promoting approach.

Having also served in numerous ecclesiastical leadership positions, including serving as an LDS bishop, I bring a unique perspective to this ever-growing issue. I’ve been able to fuse together science with religion to create a recovery program that is very effective.

Unfortunately, LDS resources and culture can often be counter-productive when it comes to lasting recovery in addiction, especially with pornography and sexual addiction. This is due to the shame, guilt and stigma around sexual “sin”. The limbic portion of the brain, where addiction lives, only becomes stronger when a person feels shamed or “sinful”.

The Innergold Online Program is the culmination of decades of my science-based research, counseling and successful techniques to recover from addiction that goes hand in hand with a spiritual, faith-based approach.

I’m confident this information will change your life. If you don’t find this information to be hugely impactful in your life or the life of your loved one, I’m happy to give you 100% refund*.

-Gordon S. Bruin, L.C.M.H.C.

Draper, Utah



Pornography Addiction Recovery for Teens & Young Adults

Many parents consider pornography addiction to be a moral problem or character flaw. As a result, they tend to guilt, shame or threaten their children about viewing pornography, usually without realizing how they are making the addiction grow stronger.

Porn addiction, however, is more correctly viewed as a disorder of the brain. Guilt and shame only worsen the problem and drive the addiction deeper and more powerful.

We have turned our book and manual into a series of videos that your child can watch by themselves or with you. Our program, Recovery Simplified For Teens & Young Adults, provides a full online video program where I will walk them through the science of addiction and how they can learn to manage their temptations and triggers. If your child doesn’t learn valuable lessons and have a better ability to live the healthy life you want for them, I’ll give you a full refund.

This is not a preachy religion class. It’s not a boring science lecture either. It’s a captivating video series into how and why their temptations and urges are so powerful and what can be done to manage them.

As a parent, this information is crucial. As a teenager or young adult, this information is life-altering.


Support for Spouses and Parents

Many addiction recovery programs only focus on the individual dealing with addiction. We understand that spouses and parents have a huge burden as well, so we have created a video series specifically to give hope, educate and assist spouses and parents in reclaiming trust and relationships with their loved one.

This information will transform your understanding of addiction.

Our most common feedback is from spouses and parents is that when listening to Gordon speak about the science of the two-part brain, they had an “aha moment” and felt as if they finally understood what their loved one was dealing with.

We have included these videos for free with the Full Online Program on our site.

Gordon S. Bruin MA LCMHC is the Founder of Innergold
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So once again, I want to thank Innergold from the absolute bottom of my heart for delivering me to a place I didn't even think possible to go. So please never stop your service, I have a feeling there as the word gets around there will be a deluge of similar experiences pouring into your inbox.
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My wife and I went to a couple of marriage counselors in the past because we didn’t know where else to go. One of them blamed my wife. It was obvious to him that if she would just please me more, I wouldn’t have the problem. My marriage just about ended and I was feeling like a total failure...Then we found Gordon and the Innergold system. For the first time someone could tell me the feelings I would cycle through as I was acting out and then being super good... Before Gordon, no one had explained to me how the brain worked and why this is such a difficult issue to deal with... It has also been a huge help to have these concepts explained to my wife so she can also understand what it is that we face together. Thanks innergold for saving my marriage and life!
I went to a coffee shop today and read chapter 2 of the Innergold System and I can say I was moved to tears over what I read... For the first time in my life, I am not afraid of this disease and feel forewarned and forearmed to fight this head on. I also realized today that if it comes to it, I am prepared to go public and tell those I love what's been going on in my life... This has been one of the most liberating days of my life since realizing I had this problem...maybe you can pass on my sentiments to Gordon who I am starting to feel a great deal of admiration for.
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